This one went places. Boy, did it go places. I still have no idea what prompted me to write it. Have fun with it. LOL!
You never meant to fall in love with
him. You'd been assigned to watch him. To befriend him. Even
seduce him if it became necessary. But never to fall in love with him.
You'd moved into the apartment directly across from his, struggling with the
door code with a box awkwardly pressed against the frame, your arms shifting to
keep it from falling.
"Here, let me help you with
that!"
You looked up into eyes the color of
chocolate in a face so beautiful it looked almost unreal. You'd seen
pictures of Cha Hakyeon, but actually seeing him in person was a totally
different story. He took the box from you, allowing you to type in the
door code. The door swung open and you turned to him with a smile.
"Thank you."
You reached out for the box but he
brushed past you, stepping inside and setting the box down on the ground.
He took a look around, his hands on his hips.
"You doing this all by
yourself?"
You stepped up beside him and
nodded.
"Would you like some
help? I've got some free time."
You found yourself agreeing and he
helped you bring up the last of the boxes. You offered to buy him dinner
and when he agreed, it all seemed too easy. He was nothing like you
thought he'd be. Friendly, sweet, funny, gorgeous. Nothing like
he'd been portrayed by your superiors. You began to wonder if fate was
playing a cruel trick on you.
Over the next few months your
friendship slowly built. Either he came by your place or you went across
the hall to his. Long conversations, plenty of food and laughter and he
became your friend. You knew you were making a horrible mistake, but for
the life of you you couldn't figure out how to avoid it. He slowly but
surely wormed his way into your life. And on a cold winter's night, into
your bed.
He was an attentive lover, giving
his all to give you pleasure. You were falling for him fast and it scared
the hell out of you. He wasn't perfect by any means, but he was perfect
to you. He treated you like a queen and when he asked you to move in with
him, you didn't hesitate to say yes.
The mistakes just kept piling
up. You'd lost your objectivity and had fallen so deeply under his spell
you didn't know if you'd ever find your way out. But you didn't
care. Because you loved him. And you would do anything for him.
You started fudging your reports to
your supervisors, still giving enough information to keep it realistic, but
holding back vital information about your boyfriend's dealings. And he
wasn't necessarily circumspect now that you were living together and he trusted
you.
Disappearances for days, even weeks
at a time. Late night phone calls. Disappearing into the office for
hours on end. Conversations that would stop mid-sentence whenever you
walked by. The final blow was the night he staggered home, his clothes
smelling of gunpowder and a graze on his temple. He brushed it off, but
you knew. There was a very good reason why you'd been assigned to watch
him.
Your superiors kept pressing for
more. They wanted to catch him. To bring him to justice. You
were struggling, your sense of duty fighting with your love for him. You
were scared. Scared you would both make a mistake and that something bad
would happen.
You finally reached your breaking
point after being called in for a meeting with your superiors. They felt
they had enough evidence to get a search warrant and if that panned out, a
warrant for his arrest. They didn't want you in on it because of who you
were to him. You wanted no part of it anyway and spent the next hour
walking the streets, your inner struggle obvious on your face. There had
to be some way to end this. Some way to keep him safe.
Asking a random stranger if you
could use their phone made them look at you funny, but you didn't want your
phone number to be anywhere near Hakyeon when this all went down. You
called him and when he answered his phone, you asked him to meet you.
When he questioned why you were on a different phone number, you blew him off,
asking him to come.
Handing the phone back to the woman
standing next to you, you thanked her and hurried away. You went to where
you'd asked him to meet you and paced, waiting for him. You waited and
waited, but he never showed. Scared half to death, you finally called
work and found out that they'd lied to you. They had arrested him and
were holding him for questioning. When you heard that, your heart
dropped. They didn't trust you and this whole thing was a complete
disaster.
There had to be some way to rectify
this situation. You weren't going to be his knight in shining
armor. For one thing, you didn't have a horse and for another, you didn't
even know where they were holding him. With some careful questioning you
got his location and went to work. You drove up to the building as bold
as you please, sliding out of the car and smiling at the plainclothes officer
who came up to your door.
"What are you doing here?"
"I came to watch the
questioning."
"You weren't even supposed to
be here..."
He stopped, but he'd said
enough. Ignoring his attempts to stop you, you walked inside, handing
your gun over to the waiting guard. You walked on to the room where they
were holding him, stepping inside the observation room. You looked
through the one-way glass and what you saw broke your heart. Hakyeon sat
at a metal table, shackles around his wrists and ankles, two detectives on
either side of him. Hakyeon's head was bent, his eyes on the table in
front of him. The detectives were relentless, their questions flying at
rapid speed.
Your arms crossed over your chest,
wishing with all your might that you could go in and comfort him. Your
superior walked into the room, his hands coming up on his waist as he glared at
you.
"You're not supposed to be
here."
"I'm aware of that.
Unfortunately, this is my case. He is my suspect. If you're going
to question him, I should be the one to do it, don't you think?"
His face relaxed from its glare, his
head cocking as he looked you over. You knew you'd surprised him, but
when he relented and gave the okay, you were surprised. He called the two
interrogating Hakyeon out and you waited as they discussed the best
strategy. Your hands were sweating, your heart was pounding so hard in
your chest you thought you'd expire and you were terrified of Hakyeon's
reaction when you stepped into the room.
Your supervisor finished his powwow
with the other two and came over to you. He told you how he wanted you to
handle it and you nodded. You hated the idea, but knew you had to
acquiesce to get into the room. Taking a deep breath, you walked to the
door and pushed it open. Hakyeon glanced up, his face blanching when he
saw you.
"Baby? What? Why
are you here?"
You sat down across from him, your
hands clasped in front of you. You felt like you were a puppet on
someone's string, the words coming from your mouth like you were a
ventriloquist dummy.
"I'm sorry, Hakyeon. I'm
here to inform you that you're under arrest for the..." The rest of the
words flowed from you, your fingers clenching together on the table. As
soon as you'd started speaking, Hakyeon's head had dropped again, a weariness
to his shoulders that was obvious to you from across the table.
How were you going to do this?
How could you do this? You wanted to scream. To unlock his shackles
and run far, far away. So far away no one would ever find you
again. When you finished speaking you had to bite your cheek to keep from
crying, the metallic taste of your blood on your tongue.
You stood up and walked out, leaving
all of it behind. You drove home, curling up in the bed you shared with
him, his pillow held tight to your chest, his cologne wafting to your
nose. You didn't cry, your heart too numb for that. You felt like
you were being cracked in half, your heart in shreds. You had betrayed
the only man you'd ever truly loved and you were absolutely devastated.
All you wanted was to fix this. Fix it and make it right.
After many hours of thinking, some
of it so outlandish you knew it was your emotions talking, you came up with a
plan. A way to do what you felt was right, even if it broke every law
you'd sworn to uphold.
Planning went into action. You
called in favors you'd forgotten about, finagling it so that you'd be on the
transport van that would be taking him to his new home. The other officer
with you was a friend and as you cracked the gun over her temple, knocking her
senseless, you prayed she would forgive you some day. Taking the keys you
walked around to the back of the van and opened the door. Hakyeon looked
up at you, his face a carefully blank mask.
When you bent down to undo the
shackles around his ankles, the mask broke, his eyebrows up in shock. You
pulled the strip of cloth out of your pocket and leaned up to wrap it around
his eyes, tying it as tight as you could.
"What are you doing?"
"Don't ask me anything right
now, Hakyeon. Just...follow me. Please."
You led him out of the van, your
hand tight around his forearm.
"Why in the hell should I trust
you? Why should I follow you? You betrayed me in the worst way
anyone has ever betrayed me!"
You sighed, running your hand
through your hair. You knew you needed to hash this out, but there wasn't
time to do that. You only had moments before the lack of movement on the
van would attract attention.
"I know! Trust me, I
know! I'm an evil bitch and I deserve to die, but we don't have time for
this right now!"
You pulled him with you to the car
you'd stashed. You got him settled in the passenger seat and went around
to the driver's side. The drive was silent; an uncomfortable silence,
filled with nothing but the sounds of your breathing. You kept your eyes
on the road, your fingers like vices around the steering wheel.
The route you took to your final
destination was random at best, but you were doing your best to keep anyone
from following you. You'd crossed all your T's and dotted all of your
I's, but there was still human error. You were trying so hard to keep
your strength up. You'd need it for what was to come.
You pulled into the gravel drive and
stopped the car. The old gatehouse in front of you was to be your new
home for the moment. You'd done your research and had stockpiled as many
supplies as you thought you needed. You had kidnapped your fugitive
boyfriend, making you a fugitive yourself. It was like the plot of a bad
movie and you hated the fact that you seemed to be the main character. As
long as no one died in the end.
You turned off the ignition,
pocketing the keys. You got out and went around to open Hakyeon's
door. A hand on his forearm, leading him up the path to the front
door. You pushed the door open and stepped inside. You reached out
and flicked the light switch, the room bathed in pale light. You walked
Hakyeon over to the couch and pushed him down.
"Sit!"
"I'm not a dog, woman!"
You rolled your eyes as you bustled
about, getting food ready to eat and struggling to pretend your boyfriend was
not on the couch shackled and blindfolded. You saw him lift his hands and
hurried back to him. You swatted his hands away and got the key out to
unlock the shackles. Before he could pull any sort of move, you had his
hands behind his back, more traditional handcuffs you'd pulled from the back of
your pants on his wrists.
"Stay still," you
demanded, your hands on his shoulders holding him in place. His eyebrows
went up, but he didn't say another word. He settled back in the couch and
you went back to food preparations. Once the food was done, you took the
bowl and set it on the table in front of him.
"You're not going to feed me,
are you? Will you please take off this fucking blindfold? I have no
idea where we are, my hands are falling asleep, I need to piss and you're
pissing me off!"
You reached for the blindfold and
pulled it off, Hakyeon's eyes glaring at your face. You let out a sigh
and reached for the bowl.
"I'm not taking off the
handcuffs, Hakyeon, not until we talk. In the meantime, I'm feeding you
this. If you spit it on me, we've got bigger problems."
He rolled his eyes at you, but
opened his mouth when you held the spoon full of soup to his lips. You
fed him in silence, the simple task clearing your mind. When he finished
you wiped his mouth off and sat back.
"I'm ready to talk now,"
you said, your hands clasped on your lap as you watched him. Hakyeon
turned his head to glare at you, the hatred in his eyes breaking your heart in
two. You'd done this to him. Broken his trust and his heart.
You were lower than the lowest form of life on earth. You deserved
this. Deserved his hatred. Deserved whatever he dished out to you.
"Why did you do it? Why
did you pretend to love me? Why did you have to betray me like
this?"
The heartbreak in his voice made
tears well in your eyes, but you held them back by sheer force of will.
Now was not the moment to cry.
"Hakyeon, I do love you.
I never, ever planned on any of this. Never planned on falling in love
with you. God, I'm messed up. I messed everything up!"
"But why? I've been
wracking my brain trying to figure out what the hell happened and I'm
completely at a loss."
You sighed and sat forward, your
hands reaching out to him, before going back to your lap. How could you
explain this? Clearing your throat, you tried.
"I'll tell you my side of the
story. I know it won't do much, but I want you to know and understand why
I did what I did, okay?"
He didn't say anything, turning his
face away from you. You bit your lip, but started to talk.
"I was assigned to watch
you. To befriend you."
"To seduce me," he said,
his voice bitter.
"Yes, but I didn't plan on
having sex with you. It went against everything I stand for as a
woman. But I did the other two things willingly, knowing enough about
you, but not enough. Not knowing your sweetness. Your
loyalty. The way you make me feel like the most beautiful, cherished
woman in the world. I wasn't prepared for...you! How could I
be? You came along and swept me right off my feet!"
"If only I knew then what I
know now. I would have stayed far, far away from you. You're
poison."
Your hands went to his face,
forcibly turning his head to face yours.
"I am not poison,
Hakyeon. Once I realized that I'd fallen for you, I started doing stupid
shit. I tampered with evidence. I lied to my superiors. All
because I'd fallen so hard for you I couldn't stand to see you hurt!
Jesus, this is breaking me in two and nothing I say will make you believe
me. But, Hakyeon, I love you so much! So much! I've fucked
things up so badly that I've put my job and my life on the line. I've
become an idiot and a cliche. I'm so sorry and I just...I don't even know
what to do anymore!"
Hakyeon stared at you, his eyes
still so cold. You'd spilled your guts to him, your body heaving as you
tried to breathe, close to hyperventilating. You were a mess. Pure
and simple.
"If you loved me so much, why
didn't you tell me anything? Why didn't you warn me that they were coming
to take me in?"
"I didn't know! Why do
you think I called you from a different number? I was going to warn you
and tell you to get away. I didn't know that they'd already decided to
bring you in for questioning."
"So why did you decide to
reveal yourself to me like that? You could have kept me in the dark about
your involvement, not tear my heart out of my chest and stomp all over
it."
"I don't know what to tell
you! They believed you to be doing some awful things. At first I
was there for justice, but after I got to know you...to fall in love with you,
I couldn't see it anymore. You're too good a person to be what they think
you are."
"What is that?"
You didn't answer him, your hands
dropping from his face.
"I'll help you to the
bathroom. I know nothing I say will change the way you feel right
now. I get that. I'm sorry, Hakyeon. I'll say that until I'm
blue in the face. I love you and I'm sorry."
Hakyeon didn't respond, standing up
when you prompted him to. You undid the handcuffs, snapping one around
your wrist and one around his before leading him to the bathroom and turning
your back so he could do his business. Once he was done, he washed his
hands and you led him back out to the living room. You bit your lip,
trying to decide where to put him so he wouldn't escape. Hakyeon didn't
say a word, his arm brushing against yours where your wrists were handcuffed
together.
"If you're worried, just keep
it like this. I can't very easily escape when we're handcuffed
together."
It was like he'd read your
mind. You went into the bedroom and got on the bed, maneuvering until you
both lay comfortably. You kept your silence, your eyes closing. You
were exhausted, your adrenaline high long since gone and leaving you
crashing. You drifted off to sleep, your last thought being that you
wished this was all a bad dream.
Sunlight hitting your eyes the next
morning woke you out of a dead sleep. You blinked up at the ceiling, your
brain fuzzy as you woke up. The last twenty-four hours came rushing back
to you making you roll over and put your head in the pillow. Or try to
anyway.
Your hands were up over your head,
your wrists cuffed to the metal headboard. You lifted your head to look
around and saw that you were as naked as the day you were born, your legs tied
separately and apart.
"Hakyeon!"
The screech that came out of your
mouth was enough to make you cringe it was so loud. Hakyeon sauntered
into the room wearing nothing but a pair of blue boxer briefs, a banana in his
hand. How had he gotten free?
"How?"
"You need to remember to clear
your pockets before going to sleep, baby."
Your head dropped back on the
pillow, a sigh of disgust coming from your lips. You were an idiot.
"And I'm naked, why?"
"It depends on how this
conversation goes."
"What the hell is that supposed
to mean?"
Hakyeon finished off the
banana and motioned at you.
"You're the one who came up
with this crazy idea. Don't tell me you didn't think of doing the same
thing to me. Now shut up and let me talk for a minute, hmm?"
You lifted your head to glare at
him, but kept your mouth shut.
"I've been thinking about what
you said last night. You claim to love me. You claim you did all of
this for me. But how do I know that?"
"Hakyeon..."
"No, let me finish!"
You bit your tongue, but nodded.
"In all of these grand plans of
yours, did you ever take into consideration how I felt? How I feel, for
that matter? You've never said you loved me, not until last night.
How do you think this makes me feel? I've been in love with you for so
long I've forgotten what my life was like without you and I've never heard
those words from you until we're in the middle of this asinine situation that
was caused by your misguided fucking emotions! Jesus! Why?
Why did you do this? Why couldn't you just walk away?"
The tears you'd been holding back
welled up and spilled down your cheeks.
"I should have talked to
you. I should have told you I loved you. I should have done a lot
of things. And you're right, this is my fuck up. I screwed up so
badly that I'll never be able to go back. And I did do it in some
misguided attempt to show you how much I loved you. I don't...I don't
know why I keep messing things up. I feel like an imbecile and you
probably think I am one too."
Hakyeon walked over to stand beside
the bed, his eyes focused on your face.
"When did you fall in love with
me," he asked, sitting down on the bed beside you.
"Probably the moment you helped
me move in the boxes on the day I moved into the apartment across from
yours."
"I remember seeing you
struggling at the door and thinking I had to talk to you. I'd never seen
anyone so beautiful. I think I fell in love with you then too."
"Why are we so messed up,"
you whispered. You wished you could touch him, your hands pulling
uselessly at the handcuffs.
"I don't know. But we
are."
He leaned down and kissed you, his
lips soft yet firm against yours. His hands cupped your face, tilting
your head just so as he deepened the kiss. You sighed as he licked over
your lips, his tongue sliding against yours. The feeling of his kiss,
something you'd missed so desperately, made you cry out, your body arching
towards him. You needed him to touch you. To make you feel worthy
of him.
You were completely at his mercy,
your hands and legs pulling uselessly against their shackles. He pulled
back, looking deep into your eyes. You could see the warmth there again,
the love that had been missing. The tears slid down your cheeks, your
emotions in too many directions to handle.
"I love you. So
much. More than I can tell you. More than you'll ever know."
"I love you too. Hakyeon,
please, make love to me. Please. I need to feel you. I need
to be connected to you again."
He brushed another kiss over your
lips before standing up and shucking off his underwear. He crawled onto
the bed, maneuvering between your spread legs, brushing kisses over your skin
as he moved up. He settled between your legs, his mouth on you before you
had a chance to think. You let out a moan as his tongue flicked over your
clit before sliding down to your opening, circling it. His tongue slid
inside you, before sliding back up to your clit. Two fingers thrust deep
inside of you, matching thrusts with licks.
Your head thrashed against the
pillows, your body needing to move. Wanting to move. You tried to
arch up to meet his tongue, your thighs protesting the angle.
"Hakyeon!"
He ignored your cry, his focus on
bringing you to climax. And you did, your thighs twitching as your head
arched back in the pillows as you convulsed around his fingers. He
brought you up again and again, a relentless attack on your most sensitive
flesh. You were blind to anything but the way your body felt, your bones
feeling like they were turning into jello as you arched one final time, your
body twitching uselessly under him.
His fingers pulled out and he moved
back, pressing a kiss to your pubic bone before sliding up your body until you
were face to face. His lips were shiny with your pleasure, but you didn't
care as he leaned down and kissed you so intently your toes curled. He
reached down, taking his cock in hand, lining it up and sliding inside.
The feel of him inside you, brushing
against your sensitive flesh made you shudder under him. You wanted to
wrap your arms around him, hold him close as he fucked you, but you were
completely helpless.
He began to thrust, his hips rolling
against you as he kept his kisses deep and leisurely, his tongue exploring the
recesses of your mouth. His arms were braced on either side of your head
as he moved to kiss your nose, your cheek, your jaw, before settling on the
juncture between neck and shoulder. He bit down, his tongue swirling as
he began to suck, bringing up a bruise on your skin, marking you. He
moved to the other side, doing the same thing.
"Please, Hakyeon, please!
I'm so sensitive and I just want to hold you! Please, let me go and let
me come."
He stopped thrusting, his head
lifting up as he smiled at you. He began to thrust in earnest, his hand
sliding down so that he could brush his fingers over your clit. Each
thrust made you moan, hitting you just so deep inside.
You cried out as the orgasm struck,
clenching down tight on him. He grunted, following right behind
you. His weight collapsed on you as he took a deep breath, trying to get
his bearings. You lay there gasping, your body twitching.
Hakyeon pulled out and sat up.
He reached for the keys on the bedside table and undid your wrists, bringing
them down and gently chafing to bring back blood flow. He did the same
thing to your ankles, cutting the rope he'd tied them with. He lifted you
up, carrying you to the adjoining bathroom. He turned on the shower and got
inside with you.
You stood still as he bathed you,
his hands brushing every inch of your body. You were so blissed out you
could barely stand, your back against the shower wall. Hakyeon went on
his knees, spreading the lips of your sex apart, his tongue brushing gently
over you. He brought you to another shimmering climax, your body arching
into his face, your hands buried in his hair.
After the shower he got you dried
off and dressed. He led you out to the couch, curling up beside
you. You sat in companionable silence for hours, your bodies entwined as
you reconnected, almost on a spiritual level.
The crunch of footsteps on gravel
had you scrambling to your feet, your hand immediately reaching for your
gun. You flicked off the safety and cocked it, before glancing at
Hakyeon.
"Go! Get out of
here!"
"I'm not leaving you!"
"Yes, you are," you
hissed, grabbing hold of his forearm with your free hand and shoving him
towards the back door. "I'll be okay! Just go!"
Hakyeon watched you for a long,
drawn out moment, wasting precious seconds, before he nodded and pulled open
the door. He pulled you to him, his mouth harsh against yours before he
pulled away and took off.
You took a deep breath, settling
your nerves, knowing what you had to do now. He was free. You'd
done what you set out to do.
"This is the police! We
have you surrounded! Come out with your hands up!"
With one final glance in the
direction Hakyeon had disappeared to, you turned to face them, your gun at the
ready.
From all Hakyeon's stories this one is my FAVORITE but what THE HELL HAPPENS IN THE END!!!!!!! Will she died??? Hakyeon will be able to scape???? TELL MEEEEEE
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